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Paramore [Jul. 25th, 2007|04:02 pm]
[Current Location |Kitchen!]
[mood | bouncy]
[music |"Misery Business" by Paramore!]

I love Hayley...and i don't mean that in a creepy dykeadelic way.  

She's pretty cute though. 

I miss the student center days, talking about Tosh Townend. God he got ugly.  And I don't even talk to Capt. Insano or Taso anymore.  Oh to go back in time, knowing what I know now.  I'd probably still do the same stupid shit. 

<3

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If it's not enough [Jul. 24th, 2007|10:21 pm]
You can go to my wedding website and look at all of the pictures...

Www.collages.net

username:  Michael and Kate
Password: 10919
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Wedding Pictures Anyone? [Jul. 23rd, 2007|12:55 am]



The Bridal Party, Alicia, Adam, Karlee, Tony P, Krysty and Tony M.



Me and my Maid of Honor, Alicia. Kisses!




My beautiful bridesmaids and I. (I so love this picture)



More Bridesmaids. 





The most "gaysexual" thing we've done, since the kissing incident. 






Daddy-Daughter dance...I bawled like a baby. 





Our first dance as husband and wife...





Mike and his Groomsmen, the Tony's and Adam. 





More groomsmen




A picture of Kar and I without our Chanels?  Blasphemy!  At least we're both wearing Tiffany & Co.   





Krysty and I





My family (Rest In Peace, Grandma<3)




I love this picture!

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Some people NEVER change. [Jul. 9th, 2007|09:11 am]
Okay so I feel I have to address a few things.  

Yes, I am married, yes the wedding was beautiful and the honeymoon was fun. 

No, I do not have a myspace anymore.  I deleted it because not only am I in the process of looking for a job, Mike's older sister uses myspace to hurt people because she's entirely too cowardly to do it in person.  

So ok, here's my problems.  

I planned my wedding for over a year (like you do) and I kept Mike's mom in the loop about everything the entire time.  I kept Amanda in the loop since we started to get along better...so everyone basically knew every  facet of my day.  

EVERYONE knew I was not going to serve alcohol because I had my wedding in Half Moon Bay, which is a dangerous drive when people are sober...and why give family members the means to kill themselves.  I also did not have alcohol as my grandfather (a VERY important figure in my life) is a recovering alcoholic, and I feel that it is disrespectful to him to invite him to an event where he is subjected to seeing it everywhere.  I thought I was doing the right thing, right?  Apparently not, but I'll get to that later.  

Mike's mom only had one request the entire time.  She wanted me to have Jordan Almonds as a wedding favor because they're an Italian wedding tradition.  I did this gladly, I got the almonds, and the boxes...$200 worth and my mom and aunt spent 2 days making the favors.  Linda never had to ask me twice to do this, I did it out of respect for Mike's heritage.  I also served Italian food at the wedding (I HATE Italian food) out of respect to Mike's heritage and his family.  The only Irish thing in the wedding was an Irish wedding blessing said during the ceremony, and unless you're well versed in Irish blessings, there was no way you would have known.  

The guests invited to my wedding were elderly for the most part and neither family is big on dancing so I opted to have all the stupid chicken dance, electric slide shit taken off my playlist.  I paid the DJ $1,000.00 so I have every right to take the music I don't want played and put it on a "do not play" list.  This is not unheard of, and since my wedding took place in a million dollar bed and breakfast I felt that it was not the time or place for those songs.  

Finally, when I booked the bed and breakfast, I was given all 6 rooms for that night.  I had the honeymoon suite, I gave a room to my cousin Krystyn and her husband and a room to my Aunt Ter, Uncle Mark and Karlee.  I had 3 rooms left over and since no one was coming from out of town I gave a room to Mikes Mom and Dad, Amanda and her fiance Kyle and Mike's aunt and Uncle.  I could not give a room to Mike's sister stacey as she has 3 kids and her oldest son's girlfriend was there.  Thats 6 people!  I cannot facilitate 6 people, simple as that. Besides, the B&B has rules against people under 18 in the rooms.

Anyway, my wedding weekend started on Thursday, June 21st, the day of the rehersal dinner.  

Mike's mom and Amanda asked me to go to breakfast with them that morning and I complied.  I had never been out alone with them before so I was beyond nervous, but everything went great until Stacey "found out for the first time" that her mom and amanda and aunt and uncle were staying at the bed and breakfast.  She got snotty about how she had family stuff planned...but hello! It was Mike and I's wedding...not your fucking vacation!  She started talking about me like I wasn't there...like "I thought Kate was giving the rooms to her family" and my favorite "How did Rita and Steve (aunt and uncle) get picked over me?!" So that was uncomfortable!  I don't understand why she was so mad...it seems to me that when you're a 37 year old mother of 3 that you should realize that maybe you should be with your kids...instead of at the B&B with your oldest son watching your two kids.  

Anyway, cut to the rehersal.  The place was beautiful and Mike's best man, Adam was there along with my Aunt Ter's family, my Aunt Kim's family, Alicia and My family.  Mike's parents were there along with Stacey and her boyfriend Rick, and AManda.  We practiced the ceremony (i had to walk down a flight of steps...I neeeded to practice) and everything went pretty well.  Except Rick and Stacey were on their phones the whole time.  If she was pissed at me, she didn't need to come and ruin the day, you know?  Its just inmature.  Everyone was pissed at them and I cried because it sucks to be disrespected like that.  My mom went up to Stacey, and very nicely (come on, it's my mom) said "Hey stacey? can you please tell katie you're not mad at her?" and stacey goes "kate! im not mad at you! i was angry at my mom blah blah!" kisses hugs...

So then we go to dinner at the Half Moon Bay brewery and my family is loud, and they all seem uncomfrotable.  Rick and Stacey stared daggers at Mike and I.  Super fun.  So then we get to the part where we (mike and i
) give our thank you speech and when I said thanks to my "new family" stacey looked at me, rolled her eyes and looked away.  During my speech my Aunt ter, the sap started crying when i thanked my mom and dad for giving me my dream wedding.  The grooms parents are supposed to pay for the rehersal and so they did.  Linda told my mom it was the least she could do since she was helping to pay for Amanda's wedding.  

So anyway...that was the rehersal.  Stacey and Rick acted stupid and hurtful.  

Cut to the wedding day. 

Mike's mom came to help me get ready and brought champange, and I didnt think much of it cuz she was toasting me...and it was my day.  After I had my pictures taken I noticed my glasses from my room were missing but we didn't think much of it.  My wedding started late because Mikes Aunts werent on time.  This made my pictures start late.  While I'm having my pictures taken I cant help but notice a dark red liquid in plastic cups in the hands of mike's family members.  I knew it was wine, so I asked Mike's best man to find out...and of course, it was.  Mike's family pictue took 15 minutes to set up because everyone was in the parking lot drinking!  Nice huh?  And before you ask, no my wedding invitations did not say "tailgating is cool with us, BYOB.  As with many couples, I did not have Mike's nephew John's girlfriend in the pictures nor did I have stacey's boyfriend.  Nothing personal (not at the time) but its reserved for family and they're not family yet.  No one had a problem with it.  So while my pictures were being taken, Rick stood right in front of me, watching...drinking wine out of one of my caterers glasses.  A glass my mom paid for.  He got a soda in the glass, took it outside, dumped it and then put wine in it.  He looked at me the entire time, like he was trying to make a point...because he's an asshole.  

So the wedding went well, they had to tear down tables to make room for the dance floor...we danced...ate cake stuff like that.  Mike's family kept going to their tailgate party the whole time.   

So now everything is over.  They made me cry on my wedding day because they couldnt respect my wishes for 5 hours.  They were going to an Italian resturant after the wedding that is also a full service wine bar.  I cried the entire honeymoon.  I never get my wedding day back...I nearly failed out of college trying to balance my wedding planning with school work...but nobody respects that.  

We had words with Mike's mom and she felt awful about everything, cuz she was one of the people who brought the wine.  She claims they were going to drink in the room before, but if she was with me, how was she going to do that?  Mike's cousin brought wine too.  Trashy.  

I don't think it's too much to expect at least an apology from them for going against our wishes.  I don't think it's too much that they apologize to my mother and father who paid for them all to go.  

So Rick heard i expected apologies and wrote a blog about me on his myspace.  He attacked everything.  He said some mean stuff that I'm going to highlight here.  

1.  He said that he thought that everyone had a good time until he got home and he said that they only drank before, which was a lie.  Listen, if you want to lower yourself and fuckin tailgate outside a $40,000.00 wedding that you didnt pay for...then do it you classless mother fuckers.  But he brought the wine in, and when he was tearing me apart on his myspace he failed to mention that. 

2.  He said that my "drunkard family from Idaho" ruined my rhersal dinner by acting "goofy" during my speech.  My aunt was crying, i didn't  think that was goofy.  My uncle mark had one margarita, my dad had one beer, my aunt kim had a margarita, my cousin krystyn and her husband had beers.  I don't think drinking at a brewery makes you a dunk.  He also said and I quote, "poor stacey's mom and dad got stuck with the bill from those drunken slobs" They weren't drunk...they're loud.  They're loud sober.  Mike's mom agreed to pay the bill.  My mom was going to pay for half but before she could reimburse Linda they had all left.  

3. Rick said I had the "audicity" to control the music.  Uh, yeah...it's my wedding...its called a "do not play list" and every wedding has one.  He said that the chicken dance and other stupid dances would have livened up my "dull and ho-hum wedding that your guests drove 2+ hours to".  This guy is an asshole...no joke.  

4. He said that next time i get married i should let the people whos tables got taken down go first in the buffet line.  I didnt know that the bride and groom didnt go first?  Hm...seems to me he thought this was HIS WEDDING and not mine.  Well since he paid...oh wait.  

He siad he hadnt gotten his food plated before the "bed and breakfast nazi" came to him and told him to hurry eating.  This is not true.  He was at his table and we (the caterer, wedding planner and I decided to give them 15 minutes to eat).  

5.  He said that this was strictly my wedding and that i didnt involve mike in any of it, which is bullshit.  He said that when you marry someone you take on their heritage...which is strange becuase i don't think that by marrying a guy whose half italian that i myself become italian.  Marriage is a partnership but you're still an individual.  He said that i ignored the pepper's italian heritage and that linda had to beg me to put the almonds on the table.  Um. not true.  Italian food...jordan almonds...they were there.  He was mostly refering to the alcohol...but let me ask you something, if I'm 100% Irish and I don't serve alcohol at my wedding...who's heritage am i ignoring?  That's what I thought. 

6. He said that when I married Mike i took on all of his family memembers too, including him and John's girlfriend to which Linda said (when she recieved a copy of the blog) and i quote "he's not a part of this family!"  He's a boyfriend, boyfriends are disposible so excuse me if I don't want someone who might not be there in the next year in my $5,000.00 wedding pictures.  

He tore everything I am apart in that blog and said he wasn't going to apologize.  He took the liberty to speak for everyone, but no one agrees with him.  Except stacey.  I didn't start this, dispite what he thinks...and it's no where near over.  I'm not ever speaking to them again.  Anyone who would be as classless as him (a 40 year old man on his myspace, calling me out, instead of doing it in person) is an idiot, and his girlfriend lost her brother over this.  Thats sad.  

My grandmother is really sick right now, everyone in the family is freaking out and then to have this writen about us on the internet is low.  I hope he feels like a man.  

My dad and mom read the blog, and I told Mike's mom that everyone read it.  She seemed worried...but oh well, rick and stacey aren't ever going to back down.   My mom says its because when you behave badly you reach at anything to try to justify your actions.  

So yeah...thats what happened. hope you enjoyed it.
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fuck you [Jul. 12th, 2006|09:38 pm]
okay so im happy to be getting married

but why is it such a fucking inconvience to people?  So my cousin, she told me that she didnt expect to have to come out here for 4 days and shes gonna be in trouble with her boss and blah blah

And then none of my family members are going to come out for my goddamn fucking college graduation!
COLLEGE
REAL COLLEGE

I'm the first one in the family to do it and no one fuckin cares. 

That sucks. 

I get treated like shit by mikes family...and now mine! yay sucks to be me
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Wedding Update for Kym [Jul. 9th, 2006|11:30 pm]

Since Kym is the only person who loves me, and only because I tell her every facet of my boring wedding planning.  

Okay here goes...

So I decided to change the colors of my wedding.  I am now and permanently going with Tiffany Blue and white.  Tiffany blue as in the color of the Tiffany & Co. box.  Don't feel bad, I've never seen one in person either.   But regardless I love the color scheme.  I changed the bridesmaid dresses from tea length halters to a more empire style dress.  Its gathered by the bust, so you can put a fancy diamond broach on it...but only if you want to pay for it I guess.  Actually the dress sounds ugly the way I described it, here look at this link: 
http://davidsbridal.com/bridesmaids_bycolor_detail.jsp?stid=2332&sid=7981&cfid=52 

So yeah...

I also like this one...

http://davidsbridal.com/bridesmaids_bycolor_detail.jsp?stid=1674&sid=8035&cfid=52

Anyway informal survey style, which is better?

Oh! I finally decided on my favors!!!  I'm going to get little Tiffany Blue boxes and put Tiffany blue jordan almonds in them along with silver drages  Yes I am quite aware I mispelled that.  Drages are little silver sugar balls by the way.  So yeah then I'm going to tie the boxes with white ribbon, like a box from Tiffany's (even though I have never seen one).  I think its a cute idea anyway.  

So in more important news, we met with the caterer and I am so sold on them.  They're all so nice and gay, I just love them!  My menu sounds so yummy, its just too bad I wont have time to eat because of all the rushing about saying hi to all the ungreatful bastards who arent going to give me nice presents.  Grr. 

The wedding thing kind of sucks, because I feel shafted by Mike's family.  I guess Mike's mom is giving Amanda and Kyle 7 grand for their wedding and she hasnt offered Mike and I any help.  I'm super bummed, because unfortunately, I cant afford the caterer and the dress I want.  If I want a dress thats not the $99 Davids Bridal special then I'm going to half to cut down the guest list.  It's currently at 80 people.  Lets do some math, okay?

17,000 budget

- 7,800 for site rental (this includes ceremony, reception and lodging for the night for 6 couples)
= 9,200

Now, catering is $27 dollars per person, plus $3.50 for china and glassware, and $2 for each napkin.  so, technically each person costs 32.50.  

32.50 x 80 people 
= $2, 600 

But now you have to account for linnens for the tables, $10 a linnen for 8 tables is 80 dollars, plus approx $30 for buffet skirting.  Not to mention, you have to feed the DJ and Photographer too.  

32.50 x2
+
8 x 10
+ 30
= $2, 775

You also have to account for the  food staff, which will probably be about 400 dollars (gratuity inc.)
$2, 775
+ 400
= 3, 175

so subtract that from my remining balance and I'm left with 

$6,025

The photographer is 3,000, and the DJ is 800.

So then I'm left with 

$2,225 

I still don't have my officiant, or my dress, makeup and hair people, Cake, flowers, or invitaions, I also don't have favors.  

My dress is going to cost me 600 dollars, and cake is usually 300.  

So I have a little over a thousand dollars to pull all of this together.  It sucks.  

But Mike can't (he absolutely can't) ask his mom for money.  I get screwed on this, and that sucks.  So yay, happy wedding for me, I hope it all comes together.
 

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My Sociological Experiment [Jul. 3rd, 2006|02:35 am]
Okay so I had this brilliant Idea that i should start a myspace, since it seems like thats the only way people will talk to you...or at least pretend you exist...

and so i sent out adds, and wrote stuff...but then I realized...I dont want a myspace...

And if i have to have a myspace to be friends with people then maybe I dont want to be friends anymore.  

I feel like I've tried, and I've been shit on...and that sucks.  

So if you want to talk to me, send me and IM or an email or text or something, because I'm through broadcasting my life to people who don't care or people who are just going to read it and talk shit.  Its over...
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<3 [Jul. 1st, 2006|11:44 pm]
So mike decided to be romantic tonight, and since he's not hugh grant and he doesn't do romance too often I feel the need to share it all with you.  

Yeah so he cooked for me, and we had a candle lit dinner.  We had wine too, but I'm not a fan of the wine.  We got dressed up too.  Then after dinner he put in House of Wax, because it was the movie we saw on our first date.  Oh and then we "made love" because you cant call it sex when its romantic i dont think.  Plus it sounds nicer.  My fiance rocks.
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Cam Neely [Jun. 29th, 2006|11:12 pm]
Cam Neely was inducted to the Hockey Hall of Fame on monday.  

Its about god damn time!!!

I am so exctied about this! He is my favorite player of ALL time, yeah he's even above Niko!  I love him so much Mike and I have agreed to name our first born son Cameron and call him Cam in honor of Cam Neely.  

I heart you Cam Neely!
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As per Kyms request [Jun. 26th, 2006|10:12 pm]
Wedding stuff...just for Kym. 


Lets see...I have about 5 dresses I really like, and in July I'm going to go try them all on and pick one.  I've been looking at lingerie on Victoria's Secret's website.  I havent decided much about it yet, but I know I want those like garter things that hold up stockings.  Oh and really pretty stockings...with the lace on the top, by the thigh.  I think I need to look other places, like Fredrick's of Hollywood.  

Mike called the caterer today and we have an appointment to taste the buffet items on Friday July 7th.    He also called the officiant, DJ and Photographer. 

I changed my wedding flower...Daisies are pretty and all but I think I just want hydragenas(sp).  I'm debating between periwinkle and a light green color or pink and some other color.  All the bridesmaids dresses look soo pretty in a pale pink color.  I'd like to do pink and green, but those are amanda's wedding colors and she's had them picked for a long time.  I just need to look at the colors up close at David's Bridal.  I'd like to have Mike's input, but I don't want him to see my dress.  

I'm hoping the caterer, photographer, officiant, and DJ parts go by really fast, because everything else is going to be fun...like picking out my cake, invites, favors, dress, lingerie, jewlery, shoes...oh and my stylist and rings.  Yay.  

I'm debating actually having bridesmaids...the venue and the wedding are so small that I dont know if theres a real need for them...A lot of the other weddings there only had the honor attendents.  Its something to think about I guess...oh well. 

K there's kym's wedding update.  I hope this satisfies your curiosity.

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friends? [Jun. 26th, 2006|11:47 am]
Ever notice how if you delete your myspace suddenly everyone stops talking to you?

No one returns your text messages

And no one talks to you on AIM

It's like when you delete myspace you find out who your true friends are.  

Its weird. 

kthx

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school [Jun. 21st, 2006|11:09 am]
Taking acrylics off is a bitch!  If I ever get them again i want someone to beat me.  

I dropped my PE class at hartnell.  I didnt file the papers in time so I wasnt going to get credit anyway.  I think I'll take yoga on saturdays during the fall.  Oh yeah...I have to take human anatomy, so if any one is interested in taking a thursday night class, friday morning lab then we should talk.  Apparently Bio 10 at hartnell only transfers for undergrad and if you need a different bio for your major you have to take anatomy.  I can hardly wait.  I really don't want to take it, but it's not like I have much of a choice.  So I'm back at Hartnell next semester.  It'll be just like I'm a freshmen again....minus all the friends.  That makes me sad.  

I saw my advisor yesterday and we talked about graduation.  Yay I am officially the class of 2007.  A year from now I will have my college degree!  I'm so happy I pulled this off in 4 years...it seems like no one does that anymore.  Yay I'm excited now!!!  Oh, and theres only 3 weeks of school left!
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ha [Jun. 18th, 2006|07:31 pm]
Okay, I honestly can't remember when I updated last...which is usually a good sign that either I suddenly got a life, or I'm developing early alzheimers.  

Today was fathers day so Mike and I went to see his dad and then to see my dad and papa.  Sometimes it scares me that Mike's dad is going to be my father-in-law.  He doesn't even acknowledge my existance.  Fortunately, that saves me from some long and involved stories.  

Soooo...yeah I've been in summer school 4 days a week...3 hours and 30 minutes each day of non-stop learning.  I got an 88% on my Social Psychology exam which is good.  

I had to go see my minor advisor because in order to file for graduation I need to declare a minor...and I havent.  So i went to see the guy and what do you know...I already minored.  Now I just need to see my psychology advisor (at 3pm on tuesday) and we'll see if im on track to graduate.  I hope I am...I mean...why wouldn't I be??

Oh yeah...and the A's beat the dodgers...

the end.
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(no subject) [Jun. 5th, 2006|09:54 pm]
So i was looking around the spartan bookstore online and i found out i can get a class ring for college.  I really want one.  I want it to be gold with a blue stone and on one side it'll have my major, Psychology, and on the other it has my minor, Religion.  The stone is encursted with the Psychology symbol.  So maybe it's gaudy, but i should be rewarded for getting so far.  I'm not getting the ring, or a car for graduation though, I'm getting a wedding.  I think thats better.  

Oh yeah summer session started today.  Only 6 weeks of class! Yay!  

Oh and I got my grades for my second semester...I got a D in math, but at least I passed.  Thats the beauty of real college...D's count.  I got a couple of C's an A and a B.  SJSU is way harder than Hartnell.  That makes me sad and it makes me miss Hartnell.  OH! I only got a C in one of my classes because my psyc 30 teacher forgot to add part of my test score into my final grade.  I saw him in DMH today and he didnt say anything to me.  He knows what he did!
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lame [Jun. 4th, 2006|11:11 pm]
My family makes me mad. Its like they're so motivated by money that they have to pass judgement on anyone who's going to spend any.  

So my aunt ter made mike and i feel like shit about having a wedding and she said if someone was giving her the money to get married she'd put it down on a house.  But shes so quick to judge that she fails to realize that with mike and i being as young as we are, 17 grand wouldnt do us any good since we arent established enough to afford house payments. 

then she says stuff about how shes not paying for her daughters' weddings.  she also once said her girls were good girls and i was the black sheep rebellious one, then she paid for her daughter to pierce up her face.  im just saying that my aunt is talking a lot of shit, but she'll bankrupt herself to give kimmee a wedding if she wanted one.  She shouldnt say anything, because her daughters arent even dating yet.  

so then my aunt and uncle have made it their duty to talk shit to my cousins about what my mom is spending.  i feel like it isnt any of their business and if my mom couldnt do this for me or didnt want to, then she wouldnt.  Its stupid. 

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An honest day's work would kill me [May. 31st, 2006|11:28 pm]
So I thought I'd grace you all with an update before I drift off to sleepy land while watching old reruns of Fraiser.  I just want to make sure Kym is entertained, cuz I know I'd be bored without Mike.  I'd also be hungry and I wouldn't shave my legs.  Come to think of it, I'm hungry now.  

Anywho, I have to go into "work" tomorrow at 8.  I am not looking forward to it.  This internship thing sucks...I think it's just an excuse for the people who get paid to do this work to be lazy.  I can't wait til I have a job I'm gonna treat the intern like crap.   Yeah so I need to get my rest so I can open about 1,000 bills and stamp checks and process payments.  That's fun.  

Blah.  My wedding planner is really nice.  She was super straight-forward.   I love the place, it reminds me of my grandma.  It's all antique and victorian.  I'm excited about making my enterence too.  Instead of walking down an asile, i walk down a staircase.  I think I'm gonna wear satin ballet slippers.  I've also been thinking about my boquet too, I think it's going to be blue-ish hydrangeas with small white daisies mixed in. I haven't completely decided yet.  I'm still in my "ideas" stage of planning.  My wedding book wants me to do some ridiculous shit too...like I must have my engagement ring professionally cleaned before the wedding.  I'm totally going to do it though, that book is my bible.  Wow I got lame. 

Is anyone going to Maria's reunion BBQ?



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Yay [May. 31st, 2006|05:49 pm]
My venue is booked! I for sure, officially have a wedding date!!!!!!!

I am so excited! Yay!!!
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Whats left of me... [May. 29th, 2006|06:52 pm]
Soo I was cleaning out my email sent box and i stumbled across an email survey Alicia made me do on Feb 15,2005.  It made me laugh, so I'm going to post the old one and my new one and see if I'm still as funny.  
FEB 05

1. What time did you wake up this morning? The ungodly hour of 6:45am

2. Diamonds or pearls? Isn’t that a Prince song?


3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Coach Carter, cuz Samuel L. is a bad motherfucker!

4. What is your favorite TV show? Dog The Bounty Hunter

5. What did you have for breakfast? Poptarts and Juice

6. What is your middle name? Erin


7. Favorite cuisine? In the off chance that I’d ever be gay enough to refer to my food as cuisine, I’d probably say Thai or Italian

8. What foods do you dislike? Red Meat, Eggs, Fish…


9. What is your favorite crisp flavor? What limey fuck wrote this?!

10. What is your favorite CD at the moment? Turbonegro “Scandinavian Leather”


11. What kind of car do you drive? A pimptastic 96 Nissan Sentra


12. Favorite sandwich? Any one that I don’t have to make


13. What characteristic do you despise? Only one? I hate when people like everything I do and they copy me. That irks me!

14. Favorite item of clothing? I like socks…and my sharks jersey with DIMITRAKOS on the back.


15. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation where would you go? Boston, Massachusetts

16. What color is your bathroom? White


17. Favorite brand of clothing? Roxy

18. Where would you retire to? Somerville, Massachusetts

19. Favorite time of the day? The part in the middle of the night when I wake up and look at the clock and realize I have 5 more hours of sleep ahead of me.


20. What was your most memorable birthday? I’d have to say my 19th birthday when Alicia put the birthday hat under Laura’s ass. That was classic!

21. Where were you born? In a hospital in Salinas

22. Favorite sport to watch? Hockey, Lacrosse, Baseball and Football

23. Who do you least expect to send this back to you? I don’t really care

24. Person you expect to send it back first? Again, I do not care

25. What fabric detergent do you use? Whatever is on sale cuz that’s what my mom buys


26. Are you a morning person or a night person? Night


27. What is your shoe size? 8.5


28. Do you have any pets? Yes I do, 2 dogs named Duke and Zoë and then 2 goldfish, Gilley and Fahey


29. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share with friends and family? Northeastern lost last night and I’m sad. Oh and I got a 98 on my child psychology exam.

30. What did you want to be when you were little? I wanted to be a doctor or a rock star.

31. Do you have a live journal or something like it? Why or why not? I do have a student center account and sometimes I write in it.

32. Ever been written about on a bathroom wall? No unfortunately.

33. What’s your favorite time era? The 80’s cuz I wanna rock out to Wham! And shake my ass on the hood of Whitesnake’s car.

34.If you could be a super hero, what would your name be and what kind of powers would you have? I’d be Towel Girl! A mild-mannered towel girl for the San Jose sharks by day and an ass kickin’, towel snappin’ killer by night! My special powers would include flying and turning people into puddles so I could mop them up with my towel.

35. If you could be reincarnated as anything, what would you be? Niko Dimitrakos’ wife!

36. If you could go back in time, what time and why? I’m gonna agree with Alicia and say the 80’s but I’d want to be wherever Prince and Apollonia met and push her out of the way so I could be in Purple Rain!

37. What are you most afraid of? Anthony Solis


38.who from high school would you like never to see again? Probably everyone cept for Katie and Jamie

39. Make your own question. What are you too lazy? You bastard.

 

 MAY 06

1. What time did you wake up this morning? Well technically I woke up at 7:45am and I had every intention of getting up but I must have drifted off until 11am.

2. Diamonds or pearls? If this isn’t the conundrum of the year…I’m wondering which I’m going to wear at my wedding. Diamonds are beautiful and forever, but pearls are classic.


3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Ice Age 2. Mike bought me poppy corn and made me kiss him.

4. What is your favorite TV show? Golden Girls!

5. What did you have for breakfast? Double Stuff Oreos and Moo-ilk

6. What is your middle name? Erin


7. Favorite cuisine? Mexican

8. What foods do you dislike? Fish, Brussel Sprouts, Asparagus, Artichokes


9. What is your favorite crisp flavor? Original

10. What is your favorite CD at the moment? Jack’s Mannequin “Everything in Transit”


11. What kind of car do you drive? 02 Honda Civic


12. Favorite sandwich? Turkey and Avocado


13. What characteristic do you despise? People who beat themselves down a lot or make a lot of excuses for the way they act. You should just own up to it, no one is going to judge you…it’s just who you are.

14. Favorite item of clothing? Mike’s Volcom hoodie, It’s warm and smells like him.


15. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation where would you go? Boston, Mass

16. What color is your bathroom? White and Pink


17. Favorite brand of clothing? Tommy, Lucky, or Roxy

18. Where would you retire to? Oregon

19. Favorite time of the day? When Mike comes home from work.


20. What was your most memorable birthday? Um either my 19th when Laura sat on a birthday hat all thanks to Alicia or my 21st when Mike gave me a promise ring.

21. Where were you born? Salinas, CA

22. Favorite sport to watch? Hockey and Baseball

23. Who do you least expect to send this back to you? I don’t know.

24. Person you expect to send it back first? Whoever’s bored?

25. What fabric detergent do you use? Whatever Mike buys


26. Are you a morning person or a night person? I can be both


27. What is your shoe size? 8.5


28. Do you have any pets? Yes, 2 rats, Moo Moo and Zippy and a beta named Oscar


29. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share with friends and family? I’m booking the venue for my wedding this week!!!

30. What did you want to be when you were little? Doctor or Rockstar

31. Do you have a live journal or something like it? Why or why not? Yes, because I like to blog.

32. Ever been written about on a bathroom wall? No, I don’t believe so

33. What’s your favorite time era? 80’s.

34.If you could be a super hero, what would your name be and what kind of powers would you have? I’d be Towel Girl! A mild-mannered towel girl for the San Jose sharks by day and an ass kickin’, towel snappin’ killer by night! My special powers would include flying and turning people into puddles so I could mop them up with my towel. *I’m not changing this…it’s too good and wow benadryl really does fuck you up!*

35. If you could be reincarnated as anything, what would you be? Nothing, I’m perfectly happy being Kate the college student and the future mrs. Michael Pepper.

36. If you could go back in time, what time and why? The 80’s of course! I’d be the biggest Modern Rock fan with my Morrissey Cds and my Depeche Mode t-shirts. Oh and you’d catch me at every Prince movie.

37. What are you most afraid of? Dissapointing my mom and dad and mike


38.who from high school would you like never to see again? Probably everyone cept for Katy and Jamie

39. Make your own question. Wow I’d say I’ve changed! Wouldn’t you?

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week [May. 28th, 2006|10:04 pm]

It seems like I haven't updated in like forever!

So lets see, what's been going on...

I survived my first year at San Jose State!  Yay for me!  It's so weird, I'm one year away from my B.A. and one year away from getting married.  It's really exciting.  I couldn't be happier with how my life is going!  I'm really lucky to be where I'm at with my life, and to be with the person I'm with.  

Jamie and I went to get my nails done last wednesday and that was really fun.  We went to longs and borders and ross.  

On Thursday I started my job training/internship doing clerical work for the county.  I did invoices and mail stuff.  I ran tapes too.  I'm supposed to learn to use Excel, answer phones, file and do other stuff.  

Friday Mike, my mom and I went up to Half Moon Bay to look at the place I wanted to get married at.  From the outside it wasn't great looking.  It looked small and the flowers looked kinda gaudy, but inside...wow can you say gorgeous?!  Mike and I totally fell in love with it and we're supposed to book it this week.   We also met our wedding planner, Eve, and she was really nice.   On Friday night Mike and I went shopping and we got the first season of House and the third season of Golden Girls.  

Saturday Mike and I went to Oakland with my mom and dad to pick up my Aunt Ter and Uncle Mark from the airport.  We went to lunch with them and hung out for a while.  Then we came home and Mike talked to his sister and she thinks we should apologize to her because we didnt run our wedding date by her and the only time she could get her mission is in june or july of '07 and her mom wouldnt let her.  So of course since Mike and I purposely picked a date based on when the Mission was available we're to blame right?  So she and Mike exchanged words and needless to say, things got worse.  I can't deal with her anymore, so I'm just going to pretend like she doesn't exist and seat her between Katy and Jamie at my wedding.  Fuck her, she's hurt me and made my life a living hell and she doesn't know what she did.  Whatever...

Today my mom and I made a wedding budget.  The money part of planning is the worst.  :(  Don't get me wrong, my mom gave us pleanty of money, it's just i have to budget it in different places and I'm worried about caterering and feeding all those people and my attire...I just want enough money to do it all.   Mike has faith in me though, so I guess thats all that matters. kbye



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(no subject) [May. 22nd, 2006|11:39 pm]

So I just hung up on Mike.  

I'm about to go have a nervous breakdown or anxiety attack, whichever one leaves me crying to the point where I throw up and want to die.

This stuff with his sister has got to stop.  

I don't feel welcomed or wanted by anyone

I haven't done anything wrong

I thought I was a good person

But if people feel the need to treat me like shit then maybe I'm as bad as they're making me out to be.  

I don't know, but whatever it is...

I feel fucking worthless

and helpless.

Why wont anyone stand up for me or help me?

Why do I have to hear "Well, what do you want me to do about it?"

Or why do I have to hear "I'm not going to get involved"

Because to me, when you say those things, it's like saying "know what Kate, you're not even worth the breath it takes to stand up to Amanda.  You are fucking worthless and you're dead to me, I'm not making an effort for you"

I can't even defend myself

If I mention how I feel anywhere it gets twisted around and used to make me look bad

For instance, in a survey I wrote that my mom gave me a car

amanda wrote in hers, that she had a car all on her own and that she's a big girl.

she also said that shes slapped someone before, and she'd do it again if she had to

She wants to hurt me, physically

it sounds like a threat

but no one is going to do anything about it

because I'm not worth it

and I never was

I hate myself now.

 

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